"I Miss the Blackboard and the Awkwardness of Chalk, Even Though" by Ronda Piszk Broatch

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I Miss the Blackboard and the Awkwardness of Chalk, Even Though

I got the question wrong. How many stamens does it take to fill a jar of
saffron, color my anxiety? That the spatula burned my lip to a sizzle

and the pocket watch remains a dream unfulfilled is of little consequence.
Crows work the graveyard shift, practice dives with precision of black

angels till we take cover in a patch of violets. Today, we took our puppet
to a motel. Today, we played the same board game thirty times

until I began to believe my father could really love his separate self.
If I had known my mother’s anger might have been a cover for love

I’d have bought a different album, sung something other than country.
I’m convinced reality gnaws, and slowly and that time disguises

itself as mischief, as sea glass. I am in-and-out tide, am pilgrim, canvas
of rough water. When I was child I postponed confession until my body

broke. Sometimes wine. Sometimes there is a stage in front of me
and I am the one looking for the tightest cluster of life to dive into.

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Ronda Piszk Broatch

Poet and photographer Ronda Piszk Broatch is the author of Lake of Fallen Constellations, (MoonPath Press, 2015). Seven-time Pushcart Prize nominee, Ronda is the recipient of an Artist Trust GAP Grant, is a May Swenson Poetry Award finalist, and is the former editor of Crab Creek Review. Her journal publications include Sycamore Review, Prairie Schooner, Mid-American Review, Public Radio KUOW’s All Things Considered, and work is forthcoming in Blackbird.

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